
I can smell the liquor and
old cigarette smoke
on his hand bigger than my head
that can cup me to sleep
or bash me.
Veins blue as violets
doubled-jointed fingers
filth settled under the nails
and knuckles that shine with fat rings.
Look how
life lines, weird as canals on the moon
bisect the dust bowl of his palm.
A finger summons me
and I must come.
I can contemplate silence
blessed with exceptional gifts
configure stars
over our rough house
and a moon to swing
like a pearl earring.
Then our children would sleep.
I shall write into these words
a resonance
make poetry in the
accumulating dark.
Breaking the spine
reading the script
is like the salt tang of sea
in your nostrils,
heady, unforgettable.
For decades I've opened you
illicitly,
when voices of my elders
rioted in the room below
chanted sentences over
till they had the grain,
the warmth of a heavy wood
and fell surer than my years.