Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Holly Day

Poem


      LAST NIGHT

      so I went out and drank and drank and drank,
      found myself twirling to something strange on
      the radio with a beautiful boy
      that knew English but chose not to speak it,
      played brilliant word games with other strange and
      twirling people in the room, came home and
      wrote and wrote and wrote, it was wonderful

      closed my eyes and died, felt myself, dying,
      felt the life leaking out of my body
      as I lay there, it all flew out of my
      head and I died, came back, was brought back to

      life as an overweight, middle-aged woman
      with a really big headache, makeup
      smeared all over my face, joints so sore from
      too many nights of drinking and bumping
      into walls while dancing, feet blistering
      and bruised from tight high heels and too many dance
      partners stomping on them, it was
      terrible, it was so terrible

      and now I can't get out of here


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