Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Emma Harris

Poem


      BUTTONS AND BUTTERFLIES

      Dragging out Nanna's button box from
      under the stairs,
      I would pop the seal,
      crack the lid,
      release that stale tinny scent.
      Sifting through the treasure -
      searching for pairs,
      sorting, matching, grading,
      lining up a rainbow.

      The front-room sideboard
      had a drawer crammed
      with silky headscarves,
      the kind that were
      used for warding off windy days
      back when hair was set only once a week.
      An assortment of patterns for moods that could be
      folded a hundred different ways and
      arranged according to
      shape, size, texture or hue.

      At the back room coffee table,
      I'd stack her aging butterfly coasters,
      fingers tracing
      wings
      held between layers of glass
      stained yellow with tea seepage,
      their magic dust knocked off
      yet still iridescent if turned the right way
      to catch the afternoon sunlight.

      When she died the scarves and buttons
      were gone before I could claim them:
      gone to op-shops
      to be labelled with 25p price tags.
      But I took the coasters home,
      flew them to the other side of the world
      and hammered tacks
      in a line above my window,
      so the butterflies could
      catch the sun everyday.


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