then you are in the jigsaw dream again
you must complete the jigsaw
it has more than a million pieces
it is infinite
you could begin by checking if any of the pieces are missing
you're just about to pick one up
when you notice your arm is enormous
either your body has swollen around you
or you have fallen into it
everything is thick
and that oscillating hum means you cannot leave
until the jigsaw is completed
where to begin?
there are no corner pieces
for a small second
understanding what infinity means
then it slips away
and you merely think in terms of billions again
you are you
the other you
the clock shines small relief
it is 3:21 am
sitting upright in bed
waiting for the assurance of birds
only the birds can say:
it's okay to go back to sleep