Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Jan Fitzgerald

Poem


      ELEPHANT MATRIARCH

      Old mother, matriarch,
      your wake rumbles the heavens,
      trembles the gods
      watching such vastness
      set sail by its ears.
      Trunk to the wind,
      you follow the tracks of those
      who went before
      & those
      who come after,
      breathe in memory
      as a woman sniffs sunlight
      in a petticoat fresh from the line.
      Your eyes palled by
      years of foraging,
      you turn over bones of family,
      each wrapped in its shawl of dust.
      The broken ones you ponder
      and place to one side,
      as if shifting a stone from the tomb
      could summon a miracle.
      Sweeping your trunk lightly
      over a skull stripped of ivory,
      picked clean by vultures
      long flown,
      you rock back & forth,
      back & forth…

      120 CHADWICK ROAD

      And so here you are, old house,
      dumped on the back of a truck,
      trussed like a large, white goose

      your featherboards in disarray,
      the long white neck of your chimney broken,
      a tattered rag for a tail.

      The light has gone from your windows,
      the curtains drawn on a life, the many winds
      of greed gather,
      hungry

      & wide-winged.

      Gathering & scattering,
      without ritual of farewell,
      scattering & gathering
      the scraps

      of ourselves.


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