Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Jan Hutchison

Poem


      DEPRESSED BY YOUR ABSENCE

      Stepping over stones and yellow scabweed
      I cross the Waimakariri River

      the winter solstice is over
      July is colder

      it's late afternoon and I sit at the forest margin
      wanting to be healed of a sickness

      a lancewood points its leaves downwards
      a shadow creeps along the bark of a tree
      orchid stems are flowerless

      to the lancewood that will lift up its branches
      to the gecko in a dip of sun
      to the lowlands with their hooded orchids
      I surrender

      over there in the gully -
      moss is white with morning dew
      as it was on the day you departed


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