Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Alex Kalderimis

Poems


      CLOCKWORK

      69 Amapur Drive

      Waking, slower with every passing
      year, we discovered our breakfast
      as a new found land

      and went outside on bright
      summer days (all the days
      of our youth were summer)
      to find the ships
      had broken anchor and lay
      sprawled
      amongst the cabbages.
      *
      We went there on weekends - holidays at home
      and sailed our beds to sleep.
      *
      Through the one kitchen window uphill
      she watched us play and made sure
      the passionfruit didn't get hurt

      - he was downstairs, shut in his grotto
      with the concertina doors
      and the chaotic shadows of tools,
      making time,
      turning it smooth on the lathe,
      and cutting each of the seconds
      equal to its brothers

      87 Campbell Street

      They moved down from their hills to our stream
      within the range of our cat
      and rough autumn floods.

      A station halfway between worlds:
      home and school - all that there was.
      each morning we waved, and returning we'd stop

      for biscuits and cakes, always fresh, kept in tins
      just for this purpose. Stilted words.
      Pale tea. Dog-eared Women's Weeklies.

      We sat where we could see the roses
      she planted, moved down from the hills.
      (I watered them once for a week.)

      Sometimes she knelt in the thirsty beds
      that drank of her blood and last years
      pulling the strawberries we ate

      in mutual silence.
      Questions, no answers;
      An uncertainty of legs.

      meanwhile time grew
      long and delicate
      in a case made of brass
      in the grotto brought down from the hills.

      ......................

      He learnt how to cook,
      and piled the junk of his life
      in a room where guests no longer came.
      Straightened the sheets, blew out

      the dust that cluttered the corners
      and lay on the tins.

      Measured for one, counted the jars -
      watched time stop in a heartbreak.

      8 Swadel Way

      Winter has crept back to the heights
      where memory's longest.
      The garden runs wild, sprouting long
      stalks of desiccated seed.

      Standing aside soaked in the dark
      the fissure has widened
      with walls of tall pine. Stepping stones
      lead to kitchen benches, floors,

      tasks to be done, scraped and renewed,
      on Saturday mornings-
      (and all the last days withered age
      sends are dusk lit Saturdays).

      Drivers grow worse; People today
      have dangerous habits.
      He eats with us now, mostly - we
      got him drunk the first dry week.

      Time has been left packed in its box
      amongst the machinery:
      The minutes grown old, the hours
      all rusted together.


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