Drawing by Judith Wolfe
Mark Murphy

Poem


      TRIAL BY FIRE

      The immortal eye looks beyond the fields of fire
      towards the deserted horizon.

      The ancient faces look out towards eternity
      through the heat that engulfs the city

      but the trial is only a trial if you perceive it so -
      since the fire is only the image of death.

      And if it is death that worries you, throw out
      the debris that you have accumulated

      before it is too late, before the fire snaps
      at your feet and engulfs your chalky bones.

      Then you will have come full circle
      in your endeavours to reach the darkness

      which envelops but never obscures the soul.
      If only all your dreams had been so clear -

      Oh thoughts! brief and unlooked for,
      opaque as stars on winter nights,

      the path is barred before us, the stone edifice
      of the ancestors is falling to earth,

      along the ruined stage we wander,
      through the suburbs in ruins we count the toll

      of charred bodies, everywhere cinders,
      smoke, devastation but most of all

      it is ash that chokes the throat,
      mounds of ash that deluge the streets

      making it impossible to drag the feet
      from one sorry corner to the next.

      Down there, now, a child cries in the dust
      for his mother, the unblemished eye

      stares out from the sarcophagus
      and does not stir, though day is night

      and night is day, the blackened heads
      gape towards time without end.

      The belladonna lily sheds its white petals
      into the unending heat, the sad and tired truth

      glows in the embers of divine relics,
      the embers of remembering glow

      at the back of the brain, how plain
      it all was before today, how simple

      words like 'justice' rolled off
      the swollen tongue, here in the labyrinth

      there can be no trial without smoke
      and no smoke without fire.


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