
But I come with a heavy heart.
I am not unlike a mermaid emerging
from some ocean for the first time.
I am a stranger here, saddened
because my nightly vigil
will not keep you from harm.
Oh, if only you had left me
in that other place, that other world
where memory never fades.
You see me arrayed in blue
like the vault of heaven
but you see with eyes closed.
Look not upon me as a princess;
in the depths of my being
I am the silence of starlight.
Lay your hands upon my golden locks,
dream me away to some distant
shore where souls can be at rest.
We were never meant for this
encounter, dream me back
to the land of grand illusion.
If you awake in the middle of the night
feeling the need to talk, forget about it quick.
Turn on the T.V. Take a drink, anything,
but don't venture to take the time of day.
You will only be disappointed. We have talked
it all out before, talked it all out of existence.
All dialogue has become an excuse in itself,
the wasteful intervals between silences.
Long live ignorance! Long live silence!
Imagine if the whole world stopped talking.
Hurrah for the silence which is blossoming.
Unquestionable quiet is the new dialogue.'
I'm, precious about little else, my chair
is a chair of a chair, my lair, my affair,
my security against the night's lie.
A man's chair is his castle, his panacea,
his last refuge against the unfeeling stare.
You know the story well. I am Hockney
of the chair, the Bradford bombshell, he
of the painted interior. Take care.