
stand the trampoline on edge
and slide down it
skip rope 199 times
without stopping
play golf for an hour
then soccer with an uncle
your skin white as birch
you are as lean as a stick
the food is on the table
for all who are hungry: you
argue over broccoli and cauliflow
cover the roast with mint sauce
prepare your feet to be wings
flying up the stairs, at last
asleep in Spider Man pyjamas
an angelic smile on your face
With its help
I understand
the shifting seasons
and how orchids
return innocently to me.
And so I refuse to lament.
I no longer have the time.
And because I lost my love
I place my lips
to the orchid
and return to time past
when I planted the orchid
in remembrance of your
blamelessness and fragrance
like the gold orchid.
taking pictures of yourself
with a tight smile in a car mirror,
leaves against a wall,
the interior of flowers,
the upturned fan of a tree fern.
I think of you
in the Albert Park setting
where you photographed a close-up
of a statue's anatomy
rolling your eyes
at the edge of the sun.