
Living for years in cold dark Presbyterian manses
where the wallpaper can't have poster adornment
because of marks, the bedlamps can't be moved
from here to there for the same unreasonableness
the furniture plentiful in the previous manse now
appears dollhouse-like in the latest. But there's
no point in buying more because the next move
may be a downsize
and here beganneth the creation of 'What's the
point, make do' because today might not fit into
tomorrow and a legacy of the depression years -
the sin of wastefulness
scrimping and saving became second to inhaling
an addiction, even when the need was no longer
buying or eyeing the unutilitarian brought on
remorsefulness and guilt
Now I spend glorious hours dropping 'n
dragging furniture and pictures, discarding
before wear 'n tear sets in, and buying just
for the unholy joy of it
then it was the phone, maybe
on his return there'd be
a message
now it's the computer, the
twice daily log on
for emails
but mostly he
walks along the beach, just
in case