Drawing by Judith Wolfe
J.J. Steinfeld

Poems


      LIFE EXPECTANCY

      on an afternoon as humbling
      as any in the last two or three months
      a smiling stranger
      (his smile edged by doubts and regrets)
      stops a frowning stranger on the street
      (his frown shaped by tedium and distrust)

      I'm busy, the unbusy frowning stranger states firmly,
      carrying tedium like a rock-filled sack

      the smiling stranger speaks
      in sullen eloquence:
      I have this gun
      a research tool
      I'm studying diligently
      attempting to understand
      terror and fear
      and the horror of randomness

      the frowning stranger puts his hands togethe
      as if in prayer
      full of the aforementioned
      terror, fear, and horror of randomness

      not to worry, it's not loaded
      the smiling stranger says
      but he has a dishonest face
      and a trigger finger
      that looks clichéd and itchy

      THE WORD MONSTROSITY

      I sneak up on the word monstrosity
      sneak up and yell “boo”
      in a voice loud enough
      to wake a monster
      or a monster impostor
      such are the times we live in
      that there are devotees of defilement
      lurking in the syllables of sense
      blame it on the trickery of TV
      blame it on the shopping malls
      where plots are hatched and souls sold

      “boo” I yell again and again
      the monstrosities barely move
      I want out of this TV show
      I want out of this shopping mall
      I want out of this one-word word game
      where boos aren't worth
      the mouths that utter them
      and fashioning imprecations
      from the word monstrosity
      isn't nearly enough
      to get you to Heaven
      or out of Hell.


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